I am so lucky and blessed to have so much good in my life, I am really lucky. If can't wait for the future, but in the meantime I really am enjoying my time with Sean. He is so special to me. I love him.....
Wednesday, September 18, 2013
Anxiety and PmS lethal combo if you ask me. Things are going really good. Sometimes I let my hormones get the best of me. Things are going well, Sean and I are doing great and things are going smoothly. I feel like he has been looking at me in a different light lately. I don't really know what's going on, I can't try to figure it out but I can always have wishful thinking ha-ha. Hopefully what I've been wanting will come soon...I think it will, I feel it.
Monday, September 9, 2013
My anxiety has gotten the best of me today. I hate it. I wish I knew how to stop it. Today I feel alone. I miss my love, and not having my baby to talk to doesn't really put me at ease. I went to pilates thinking that I could calm myself and get my mind off of things. I couldn't. I am hoping that a little tv and some relaxing will help me feel better. I just want to hear from my hunny maybe it's because I'm getting a new boss tomorrow, who knows, all I know is that I really wish this awful feeling would go away.
I am so blessed, as I always tel myself. My life is fantastic. And I really am lucky to have everything that I do. That's what I need to keep in mind.
Ask believe ad you shall receive