My anxiety has gotten the best of me today. I hate it. I wish I knew how to stop it. Today I feel alone. I miss my love, and not having my baby to talk to doesn't really put me at ease. I went to pilates thinking that I could calm myself and get my mind off of things. I couldn't. I am hoping that a little tv and some relaxing will help me feel better. I just want to hear from my hunny maybe it's because I'm getting a new boss tomorrow, who knows, all I know is that I really wish this awful feeling would go away.
I am so blessed, as I always tel myself. My life is fantastic. And I really am lucky to have everything that I do. That's what I need to keep in mind.