My apology

I've been wanting to tell you these words since Monday. I wanted to make sure to write it down so I wouldn't forget any of it. 

I'm so sorry for all the pressure I've put on you, I never meant to make you feel scrutinized or to make you feel that you had no say in our relationship. I know we've had a rough couple of weeks, mostly due to my own stupidity, but I hope you can take this apology and believe me when I say that this is all done. I'm so sorry for everything, the name calling, blaming, and most of all not trusting you. 

The truth is that I have never loved someone, nor have I ever been loved so much by a person. I got so obsessed with the fact that I found the right guy for me, that I forgot what you and I were all about... Which is Love. 

I'm so sorry for putting pressure on you about things that truly in the end, aren't the most important thing in the world, the important things are that you and I are both happy in this relationship, and I am sorry for not making you happy.  Getting back to us is number one on my list, and I hope you can agree. After all, who needs a stupid ring to prove anything? I have your love, which to me, is everything. 

Yes, I still one day, want to get married, and i know one day we will get there, but as for now I am just going to be happy with what we are and what we are going to become.  

I hope you can take this as me asking for forgiveness to you and hoping to move forward. 

I love you very much Sean.